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Posted by MagnificentTunaFish - April 30th, 2020


Suffered a mental breakdown last year and quit drawing and painting and literally threw everything away only to dig it all out of the trash so it could sit around my house it garbage bags until a month ago. I lost almost all my photos of sketchbook pages and other drawings beacue I also deleted my Twitter in a fit of imposter syndrome (don't know why, I only had three or so real followers) and due to Google+ finally dying in a fiery chorus of thousands of Indian bot accounts and pedophiles screaming in terror right before being annihilated.


Sort've of got my shit back together (not really) enough that I'm writing regularly and occasionally sketching again. Bit of an alcohol problem but once I start exercising regularly again that'll be fine because I don't feel like drinking after exercise.


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You're not alone with the mental breakdown stuff; I've had to get help for mine before. It gets hard to enjoy what you do when you find a bunch of people who can do it considerably better than you. But then again, if you're not having fun, then what's the point in doing it in the first place? Hope you feel better.

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Glad you're still with us and back to making art

I never really started drawing or painting again but I at least try to write almost every day with limited success and I don't get drunk everyday anymore.